D-Day

Today is the D-day - Des leaving for Uom Nam Proj in Dalang.

Des couldnt sleep well last nite. He was feeling anxious n missing me. Heehee :p

My daddy fetched us to the airport.. had breakfast together @ Hans.

I tried to control myself.. nt to cry. I guess that i'm too quiet n my facial expressions is so moody, Des have to shuttle btw me and taking photos to checking in of luggage to chatting with friends. Me, no mood @ all... i sat ther quietly @ the Hans with Denise, Genie, Jenny, Jun jia, Lincoln. Des had been telling me on n off.. try nt to cry.. is a short trip of 3 weeks n furthermore, i'll b flying over too.

I could feel ther's a stone @ my throat, my heartbeat palpitating but i'll keep suppressing it down. The more i look @ him, the more i bu she de. When abt to check in, Des tell me to let it out since i'm like so xin ku controlling nt to cry. Wah.. immediately, my tears juz flow down non-stop. (Dar.. u should gave me the GO sign earlier.. :p)

Gonna miss ur tai-chi, ur presence, ur touch, ur warmth, ur messy habits, ur smell.


Tears filling my eyes now... :(

Missing u already.